I know what you mean, but that is why volume is so important, i mean 4 months should look like losing forever, but if you are reviewing with duggs at least you know playing mostly well, rigth?.
4 months live probably like 15 days online though, imagine if was in stone you going to run bad 50k hands (i know is imposible to know), how much time is this live?, a year?
At least online can try to load more volume to run-out bad swing, but also because the format should be expecting more variance on Zone, no? (at least is that way on zoom)
Anyway, i know you know all this, just trying to remember it happens and mostly can´t do much, maybe playing a less swingy game (*cofreg tables*cof) could help until things get back to normal.
Hopely things get a ton better for you man, poker and life of course, best of luck.
Well it's not like 4 months live and then a few weeks online. It's been 4 months (live and some private online games as well), THEN just moved to bovada again. But I understand what you're saying. Atm it's both about the length of time and the buyins I'm down. I can't really calculate it out easily, but I'm pretty sure I'm down at least 40 BI's in that time.
Great OP. Really interesting and well narrated/explained.
Reading some of the replies here, I'm thinking that getting away from the grind would be better for you in the long run. Maybe limit your poker playing to one quality live tournment here and there (like maybe an official WPT event or something like that) and do something else with the rest of your time.
Since you are a good poker player, grinding against a volume of mediocre players (live or online) is not effective. Good poker players are bad against mediocre players because mediocre players play erratically and unpredictably. And, I actually feel that good players are better off playing good players (or really poor players) because at least you can somewhat predict how those people play.
Me, if I could afford to, I would rather lose one high buy-in tourney against quality players than slowly lose that same amount of money over months and months against mediocre players while wasting tons of hours doing it.
Because if I lose to a good player, I'm totally ok with that because it's probably something that I could have done better. But, if I lose to some erratic mediocre player, it's really aggravating because you have no control over the situation and are just leaving things to luck.
And playing good players is fun and playing mediocre players is um...not.
Thanks for your input lynx, and welcome to the thread. Have to disagree pretty strongly with your statement about good players not doing well against mediocre players. Variance will be lower than against good players, pretty much by definition (definition of a good player compared with mediocre player should always be that your win-rate is lower against a good player).
Also, it kind of sounds like you're telling me to quit poker except for one live tournament a year or something? Please don't take offense to this, but that's an outrageous idea for someone like me. Poker is my main hobby, and arguably much more than that atm for me. Plus I punted a huge portion of my BR on tournaments this past year anyway, so I'm not sure the logic is 100% sound there.
Regardless thanks for contributing, and I hope you continue following this trainwreck of a thread
(Oh, and thanks again Logan for taking the time to respond thoughtfully - I appreciate it!)
For shits'n'giggles, here's my BB "won" graph since getting back to Bovada.
Won't bother with any more graphs for now cause sample size is obv tiny. But suffice it to say that I've won virtually no showdowns over the last 10k hands. I'm doing okay getting flop folds and such, but I'm just getting absolutely demolished at showdown recently. Down 18 BI's at 25nl in the last 5k hands there. Thank goodness I was winning there to begin with when I was losing at 10nl and 50nl lol.
Overall I've run the worst at 25nl, but I have truly bizarre results at 10 so far. It's not quite the ski slope it was before but it's not pretty lol... And I'm getting killed in HU pots OTF as the PFR, which basically has to be runbad, b/c we should be making lots of money in HU pots OTF when we raise pre, just by cbetting a reasonable % and not doing anything too stupid and whatnot.