I try to balance things so I don't feel overwhelmed. A video or music, but only to the point that it isn't interrupting my thought process. Obviously taking a beat or something with raise sensitivity levels and often have to turn everything down or off. I try to keep some kind of live chat going with friends to discuss
hands and situations, which I had been lacking previously, and feel like it is really going to be raising my awareness and interest in EACH hand.
In general, I do self medicate, and sometimes I play while friends are over, and sometimes when VEERY medicated lol so I can't say my goal when playing is always even to do my best, sometimes I push small edges hardeer etc. just to raise the excitement level of my play. usually run up a big stack and then get too ballsy at the wrong time and stack myself lol
I play for fun though. WaxDabMan on ACR, look me up or say hi if you see me!