I've been playing poker since the early 2000's. My first venture into real money was on FT poker in 2009, and the best I could do was break even.
So I figured I must be doing something wrong, and I cashed out.
Found the Sit N Go wizard, it was free for 90 days, so I played many games on the play chips, and went through the simulations of what decision to make for many hours.
I got to where I was making the right decision 98% of the time, so I logged back on to FT, didn't deposit, won $5 in a freeroll, and turned it to just shy of 3k. Unfortunately Black Friday put an end to it all. I did get my money though. I called the DOJ, and they tried to say I gambled illegally, but since I made no wager of my own money, and built it from a freeroll winning, how could I have gambled? They paid me 3 years later, I called them every 3 months and gave same true story.
I had some bad swings on FT, 20-25 buy in's, but the math always caught back up eventually.
Since Black Friday I've only been able to play a handful of times at the nearest casino which is 4 hours away, and averaged $45 /hr playing cash games.
I practice on Pokerstars play chips because that's the only game I can play now due to law.
I turned the 15k they give you to 8.5 billion, from Sit N Go, and the last 4 years learning exploitative play and GTO.
I'm currently on an 80 buy in downswing. No tilt, I'm getting in with the best of it 90% of the time, coolered 10%, set over set, flush over flush, KK into AA, you know the deal.
I was speaking with someone from pokerstars via e-mail and they abruptly stopped responding after I sent them the 57th hand in a row where I was all in as a 75% fav. (All 57 I was 75% to 90% to win). All 57 in a row lost.
I just can't understand how this is mathematically possible to get in dominating so many times in a row and lose all of them. I've never had a streak of variance like this, didn't think it was possible.
I guess the good thing is that it isn't real money, and yes, I've heard the saying "You will run bad once worse than you ever thought possible", but this goes even beyond that.
How is this even possible? If so, how long can it last?