I used to love smoking... Then I realized it was superfluous... I tried to quit many times, but it didn't work out... And now, after more than 30 years of smoking, I motivated myself and the problem is gone) I still remember a night, a tournament, an ashtray full of smelly cigarette butts, a room full of smoke and sour taste in my mouth from excessive smoking... and the fear that they will run out... And then smoking cigarette butts from an ashtray and the bitterness of nicotine on your lips, which you're trying to wipe off with your hand...