Yo what's up so I been reading all the comments on here. Thank you for your best interest and input I appreciate it.
Now about my job. Yes I had a job. I've worked in the construction field for many years. Carpenter and all around general tradesman. Worked very hard.. I actually was supposed to start a position as a Assistant Superintendent and declined.
It paid good money 28.00$ an hour, benefits, OT, Vacation ,401k etc.
I also have an Associates Degree in Computer Aided Drafting and Design. I also almost graduated with a Bachelors of Science in Project Management Administration. I had all A grades and practically aced all my test scores. 58/58, 45/46, 20/20, 34/35 etc. Midterms and my finals. I graduated from ITT Technical Institute. I dropped out because I got extremely heavily into
gambling.
Now is this what I want to do the rest of my life? No. Not right now. I want to play Poker. Poker is what my passion is. I love to think, I like to figure out game plans, I love to see results oriented winnings, I know that the harder you work at something the more you get out of it. This is especially true in Poker. Am I taking a huge risk with my BR absolutely. I'm very well aware of that. I'd rather do that than be sitting in my 9-5 everyday and hating it.
But to be completely honest. Poker is literally a 9-5 if you want to succeed at it. Studying and preparation is literally 75% of it. You have to be ready at all times before you even take a chance at those tables. The mind must be precise in decision making, your thoughts must be focus oriented and your emotions must be at bay. So yeah guess I'll just say that.
I know many don't think I will succeed and that is fine by me. I surely hope I do. I am willing to try anything and everything to make sure this works out. If it doesn't guess what? I'm back at my 9-5 and this was all just a dream but it was a dream I wasn't scared to try out. And I will know, that at least I gave it everything I had to live my dream. This Poker stuff is absolutely no easy job. This takes so much studying, so much evolving, a high level of thinking. If anything it is exceptionally difficult and very hard work.
When I told my mom, and brother that "hey I'm going to give this Poker thing a try". They said wow you are so stupid, think about your life, think about our son etc." I know damn well what I am doing. The job market is plentiful. If you want to be just another fish in the ocean then by all means go ahead. As for me, I want to follow my dream and I am going to give my best day in and day out day in and day out day in and day out until I get there. Hopefully this gamble pays off.
Here's an update on my graph btw. I am going downhill fast. I am doing everything I possibly can to get the hell out of this downswing. I'm not about to abandon ship yet no way. I need to start plugging every single leak I have and I mean quick. Yes, some of these beats were due to some very bad variance. And I do mean just plain terrible. Aces cracked, Kings cracked, flush over flush, Top Pair Top Kicker Syndrome all-in. I am absolutely terrible at playing a paired board. Two-pair has got to be my worst hand ever. I cannot believe how much money single pair and two-pair are costing me omg I'm literally about to begin folding these
hands at this point.
Oh and btw way. No I am not making this thread to BRAG haha. This thread was made just to get some input I am proud of what I have accomplished so far. I just wanted to share my Poker story with other players out there. Only other Poker players can relate to how are minds think and the fact that there is actually a possible way to make a living as a Gambler. Even though the rest of society thinks you are crazy for trying haha. So that is the reason I made this post in case you were wondering.
BTW: I dropped down in stakes. I'm back on the 1-2 NL tables. No longer am I playing 1-3 hell no. 300$ buy-ins are having a serious effect on my BR.