I understand your sentiments, having been in a similar situation myself. However, my perspective has evolved since then. Since reigniting my interest in poker last July through my membership in CardsChat
(after a decade-long hiatus from the poker scene), I made a commitment to refrain from depositing any money into my PokerStars account. As reflected in my signature, my current advocacy is a bankroll goal of $100, currently $0.01 short to achieve that.
I empathize with your frustration regarding poker apps seemingly stealing your funds. I strongly recommend building your bankroll with freerolls, providing a risk-free route where losses translate to nothing more than a learning experience. Regarding your wavering passion for poker, I can relate, especially in the aftermath of tough losses. Taking a complete break, diverting your focus to other activities for a day or a week, might help you regain composure and rediscover your enthusiasm for the game.
I've experienced the same frustrations you're facing, and many members of the CardsChat community share these sentiments repeatedly. Poker mirrors life, with its highs and lows. We must persist, ensuring we don't lose sight of our dreams to reach the grand stage, where we can pursue our aspirations of clinching the top prize in significant tournaments and attaining financial freedom. It's admittedly easier said than done, but remember, we're in this together. This community stands united to provide support. Your decision to be part of this community is a significant step, and the immense support you'll find here is invaluable.
Take the time you need, enjoy life's other aspects, and return to poker when you've restored your composure after a challenging game.
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